-jc
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Days slipping by..
I can't believe it has already been a week since my last blog entry! Time seems to slip by quickly these days. I don't have much to say today really. I felt like wearing some nice shoes today that are unisex looking, however they are women's shoes. I had a quick fantasy while getting dressed that I could wear 6" heels someday and see if anyone really noticed. Of course they would!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Introduction
Hello world!
I’ll start off with a quick introduction. I am in my low 30’s, live in Texas, but wish I lived elsewhere. I am a male, but I love to crossdress. Now, when you think of a crossdresser, don’t always think of the worst image you have in your mind, or something like a drag queen. Drag queens are different altogether. I almost always am completely normally dressed, and you would never know me as a crossdresser. I started doing it when I was very young. I first tried on a bracelet, out of curiosity. It made me feel, well, very strange. Invigorated really. I didn’t understand it at all. I never paid attention to it, until later on, when I was a senior in high school, I tried on some clothing from my sister’s closet (she was away at college). Again, I felt crazy with excitement and invigoration. Even then, I had no clue why or what it was all about. I knew I liked it, but I could not tell why. I moved away and went to college, and didn’t think about women’s clothes at all. I started getting that same excitement from wearing anything that felt or resembled a bracelet. Rubber bands, a watch that was loose fitting, anything like that. Still, I didn’t understand it. I think at some point about a year or so in to college, for some reason I was looking at a Frederick’s of hollywood catalog. I had a girlfriend at the time, and so I was imagining the clothes and sexy shoes on her. Then, for some reason, I imagined wearing the clothes myself. This made me very excited, and that same crazy feeling came back. I decided to order some things, and ‘just see’. I think I ordered a corset and a pair of super high platform heels (you know, those clear kind with the 6“ heels?). When I got the package in the mail, I recall not knowing what to do. I quickly put on the corset (and figured out how at the same time), and sipped into the shoes. I felt so incredible, I cannot describe it. Some short amount of time after that, my girlfriend found the items. She asked me about them, and I confessed and told her about it, and how it made me feel. She was ok with it amazingly enough, and I can happily say I’m still with her over a decade later. From there, I became more in tune with that feeling, and then realized that it was called ”crossdressing“. At first I thought it meant I was gay, but that wasn’t right. Then when I found the right term for it, and understood the differences between all the different transgendered types, it made me really understand that what I felt is quite common. However, that doesn’t make me feel much better, even today.
So, fast forward a bit to today. These days, I love women’s jeans, really the lower rise and stretch are great. I have many pairs, and I do wear them when I feel like it. Nobody notices. I also sneak in panties (I’m a sucker for ‘boyshorts’ and such), and would love to own a skirt or dress. I have a few pair of women’s shoes that I can wear in public without anyone noticing, and a pile of shoes that would be too crazy to wear in public. I have no interest in being ‘found out’ by anyone else. However, I do enjoy wearing some women’s jeans, panties, and a women’s t-shirt to get gas, or to a local coffee shop without anyone noticing.
Enough for now. More later.
-jc
I’ll start off with a quick introduction. I am in my low 30’s, live in Texas, but wish I lived elsewhere. I am a male, but I love to crossdress. Now, when you think of a crossdresser, don’t always think of the worst image you have in your mind, or something like a drag queen. Drag queens are different altogether. I almost always am completely normally dressed, and you would never know me as a crossdresser. I started doing it when I was very young. I first tried on a bracelet, out of curiosity. It made me feel, well, very strange. Invigorated really. I didn’t understand it at all. I never paid attention to it, until later on, when I was a senior in high school, I tried on some clothing from my sister’s closet (she was away at college). Again, I felt crazy with excitement and invigoration. Even then, I had no clue why or what it was all about. I knew I liked it, but I could not tell why. I moved away and went to college, and didn’t think about women’s clothes at all. I started getting that same excitement from wearing anything that felt or resembled a bracelet. Rubber bands, a watch that was loose fitting, anything like that. Still, I didn’t understand it. I think at some point about a year or so in to college, for some reason I was looking at a Frederick’s of hollywood catalog. I had a girlfriend at the time, and so I was imagining the clothes and sexy shoes on her. Then, for some reason, I imagined wearing the clothes myself. This made me very excited, and that same crazy feeling came back. I decided to order some things, and ‘just see’. I think I ordered a corset and a pair of super high platform heels (you know, those clear kind with the 6“ heels?). When I got the package in the mail, I recall not knowing what to do. I quickly put on the corset (and figured out how at the same time), and sipped into the shoes. I felt so incredible, I cannot describe it. Some short amount of time after that, my girlfriend found the items. She asked me about them, and I confessed and told her about it, and how it made me feel. She was ok with it amazingly enough, and I can happily say I’m still with her over a decade later. From there, I became more in tune with that feeling, and then realized that it was called ”crossdressing“. At first I thought it meant I was gay, but that wasn’t right. Then when I found the right term for it, and understood the differences between all the different transgendered types, it made me really understand that what I felt is quite common. However, that doesn’t make me feel much better, even today.
So, fast forward a bit to today. These days, I love women’s jeans, really the lower rise and stretch are great. I have many pairs, and I do wear them when I feel like it. Nobody notices. I also sneak in panties (I’m a sucker for ‘boyshorts’ and such), and would love to own a skirt or dress. I have a few pair of women’s shoes that I can wear in public without anyone noticing, and a pile of shoes that would be too crazy to wear in public. I have no interest in being ‘found out’ by anyone else. However, I do enjoy wearing some women’s jeans, panties, and a women’s t-shirt to get gas, or to a local coffee shop without anyone noticing.
Enough for now. More later.
-jc
First entry!
Hooray! My first blog post! Ok, this is boring, but you have to start with something!
-jc
-jc
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