Jenni Crossed

Holy Snapple!

2009-05-14T00:04:00.002-05:00

I just realized it has been a long time since I posted anything to my blog. Shame on me! I should be punished. I've been so busy lately I just forgot about the blog world out there. I will try to update my twitter account more often too, I promise.

So, lets see. I've been trying to keep my head above water with the bad economic times and all, but still seem to manage to put some money toward buying some nice clothes or splurging on some nice jewelry once in a while. I have realized though that I am addicted to jeans, boots, and bracelets. Of course, bras, skirts, and any kind of loungewear is pretty nice too. :) Ahh, heck, I'll buy anything if it's cute and comfortable.

American Eagle..

2009-02-24T23:56:00.003-06:00

So to help feed my addiction to American Eagle clothing, I've updated my wishlist. Not much else to say.. Sorry!

Here:

http://www.ae.com/web/wishlist/search_detail_wishlist.jsp?viewGiftlistId=gl456945545

Winter is ending..

2009-02-22T23:00:00.002-06:00

Now that winter is wrapping up, and spring is around the corner, I do feel a little sad. I feel sad because I *love* wearing jeans, long sleeves, or a bra with a few layers over. A nice top with a pair of nice low rise jeans is just perfect. Now that summer is here, things change and it gets harder to be creative. Maybe I'll start shopping for a nice dress or a few cute skirts. I always dream of a nice short jean skirt from American Eagle, but I never get one. Maybe this year is the year to get one finally.

Lena & Jenni

2009-02-16T23:14:00.001-06:00

Lena & Jenni
Originally uploaded by justthegus

Wow this is really hot. I wish I was the girl on the floor.

Short skirts..

2009-02-16T22:59:00.002-06:00

So I stopped by the store today and noticed they now have some cute little short jersey skirts. They are *very* short, but sooooo cute. One had a rainbow on the waistband, which I really thought looked super sweet. I was tempted to grab it, but decided not to for some reason. I ended up trying on a pair of heels (black pumps) that didn't fit. After feeling kind of sad about that, I left.

Should I go back and pick up that skirt? Was only $5.

-jc

Dickies

2009-01-29T23:42:00.002-06:00

I stopped by the store today and picked up a nice button up shirt, and a pair of low-rise Dickies pants. I went in wearing some thick heeled black boots and jeans, with (of course!) a stack of rubber colored bracelets on each wrist. Under my shirt I was wearing a black push-up corset, felt wonderful! I quickly went to my car, and changed into the Dickies pants and cute slightly stretchy blue pinstripe button up, still with the corset underneath. I then went to a nearby Starbucks, and went inside to get some coffee. I think they didn't notice I was wearing women's clothes, because they didn't even do a double take, or second glance! I felt invigorated.

-jc

American Eagle - I love you!

2009-01-21T00:01:00.000-06:00

I don’t know why, but I just *love* American Eagle clothing. I love it. It is sexy, yet, cute, yet sharp. I want it all. I started a wishlist in case you want to see what I am drooling over.

You can find it here:

http://www.ae.com/web/wishlist/search_detail_wishlist.jsp?viewGiftlistId=gl456945545

-jc

Twitter!

2009-01-20T15:30:00.000-06:00

I’m now on Twitter too!

https://twitter.com/jennicrossed

-jc

Just a quick note!

2009-01-20T07:16:00.000-06:00

Just to let you know that I am still alive! Made a quick trip to walmart the other day. I really love the little colored rubber bracelets they have there. I don’t know why, but they are cute!

-jc

Boots!

2008-12-15T06:38:00.000-06:00

It’s that season where you can wear some nice boots with jeans. I love boots (with heels of course) and enjoy wearing a pair of women’s boots with my regular clothes and going into stores. For the most part, nobody seems to notice, even with tall thick heels. I think next time I will try some 3“ stacked heels and see what happens.

-jc

I love winter

2008-11-05T00:18:00.000-06:00

I enjoy winter time because so many women’s clothes look nice, and are fun to wear. Like women’s jeans, long sleeve shirts, and cute shoes. I like those puffy vest jackets they sell around this time of year too. That over a tight long sleeve shirt is really sexy. Now if I could only bring myself to buy one.

-jc

Days slipping by..

2008-10-30T06:22:00.003-05:00

I can't believe it has already been a week since my last blog entry! Time seems to slip by quickly these days. I don't have much to say today really. I felt like wearing some nice shoes today that are unisex looking, however they are women's shoes. I had a quick fantasy while getting dressed that I could wear 6" heels someday and see if anyone really noticed. Of course they would!

-jc

Introduction

2008-10-21T23:42:00.000-05:00

Hello world!

I’ll start off with a quick introduction. I am in my low 30’s, live in Texas, but wish I lived elsewhere. I am a male, but I love to crossdress. Now, when you think of a crossdresser, don’t always think of the worst image you have in your mind, or something like a drag queen. Drag queens are different altogether. I almost always am completely normally dressed, and you would never know me as a crossdresser. I started doing it when I was very young. I first tried on a bracelet, out of curiosity. It made me feel, well, very strange. Invigorated really. I didn’t understand it at all. I never paid attention to it, until later on, when I was a senior in high school, I tried on some clothing from my sister’s closet (she was away at college). Again, I felt crazy with excitement and invigoration. Even then, I had no clue why or what it was all about. I knew I liked it, but I could not tell why. I moved away and went to college, and didn’t think about women’s clothes at all. I started getting that same excitement from wearing anything that felt or resembled a bracelet. Rubber bands, a watch that was loose fitting, anything like that. Still, I didn’t understand it. I think at some point about a year or so in to college, for some reason I was looking at a Frederick’s of hollywood catalog. I had a girlfriend at the time, and so I was imagining the clothes and sexy shoes on her. Then, for some reason, I imagined wearing the clothes myself. This made me very excited, and that same crazy feeling came back. I decided to order some things, and ‘just see’. I think I ordered a corset and a pair of super high platform heels (you know, those clear kind with the 6“ heels?). When I got the package in the mail, I recall not knowing what to do. I quickly put on the corset (and figured out how at the same time), and sipped into the shoes. I felt so incredible, I cannot describe it. Some short amount of time after that, my girlfriend found the items. She asked me about them, and I confessed and told her about it, and how it made me feel. She was ok with it amazingly enough, and I can happily say I’m still with her over a decade later. From there, I became more in tune with that feeling, and then realized that it was called ”crossdressing“. At first I thought it meant I was gay, but that wasn’t right. Then when I found the right term for it, and understood the differences between all the different transgendered types, it made me really understand that what I felt is quite common. However, that doesn’t make me feel much better, even today.

So, fast forward a bit to today. These days, I love women’s jeans, really the lower rise and stretch are great. I have many pairs, and I do wear them when I feel like it. Nobody notices. I also sneak in panties (I’m a sucker for ‘boyshorts’ and such), and would love to own a skirt or dress. I have a few pair of women’s shoes that I can wear in public without anyone noticing, and a pile of shoes that would be too crazy to wear in public. I have no interest in being ‘found out’ by anyone else. However, I do enjoy wearing some women’s jeans, panties, and a women’s t-shirt to get gas, or to a local coffee shop without anyone noticing.

Enough for now. More later.

-jc

First entry!

2008-10-21T08:03:00.000-05:00

Hooray! My first blog post! Ok, this is boring, but you have to start with something!

-jc